Here you are

Escape
Evolve
Do not look back


I've decided I hate talking to friends through the Internet about my adventures. (I hate NOT talking to them even more.) It feels so insincere. I need to see faces and hear voices. So I'm saving all my stories for when I get back. Which will be pretty soon although people from home think it's still a long time away.

I'm not ready for my adventures to be over and I'm not ready to go back home. I'd be alright with leaving everything. But I will have to go back to the old me. And be around people I no longer feel connected with. Or maybe I'll go back TO reconnect with them. It's weird because I bought a shit ton of souvenirs and gifts for people and I don't even really feel like I'm friends with them. I wish I could bring back all my EAP friends with me to Irvine.